Jeff Goins recently posted on the need to
create space for creativity. He asked some of his readers to pool into the discussion, and post what elements help them create space for their art.
It's been a while since I've felt a true creative flow, but I'm on a kick lately that's brought me to a positive place for sharing my work. I'm thankful for the people who have given me the opportunities to pursue my love for art and the written page. After giving the idea of "creating space" some thought, I worked out which elements were most important to me.
Time
We moved from Los Angeles to Nasvhille in June, 2010.
Anyone who has moved a family of four (+ dog) across the country understands the amount of organization and adjustment a move like that will suck out of a person. Between helping our kids settle in to their new school/ friends/culture/town/activities and remembering where we stuffed the box of last year's tax documents, my husband and I have had precious few creative cells focused in any direction other than "how do we fit into our new world?"
We've had two addresses since we lived here, a few major setbacks, and some bad deals that put us in a position to wonder whether or not we had made the right decision - leaving Los Angeles for Nashville.
But time gives way to perspective. And though we've had a rocky 20 months, I 'm seeing the light at the end of the cross county move. Persistence has led to success and stability.
We're about to celebrate one year in our new home and neighborhood this February.
Brian's freelance business is doing well, attracting great clients and great projects.
My twin girls are finishing elementary school this spring, and I'm enjoying as much of these last days of 4th grade as I can.
I feel like I can plant major roots in this city, now that I've spent the time getting to know it better. Time is slowing down for us, and we can move forward without hesitation.
If you're having trouble making space for your creativity, it may be because you're entering a new stage in your life that demands a good chunk of your time. Try keep the artful aspects of your world alive until the demands calm down and you can be yourself again.
I kept writing on this blog and reading like crazy in order to hold fast to my creativity and get through this strange time.
It worked. I'm still here.
Health
This is not a priority I would have considered even 5 years ago, but I just recently made it through a battle with a condition that put me in a pretty non-creative mood for a long time.
I still don't have a firm diagnosis, but the word that best describes what I was dealing with is
Interstitial Cystitis. I've linked it in case you want to read more about it, but all I really care to say on the subject now is ... thank God I've learned how to monitor the problem and prevent attacks. For over three years my family and I went through a roller coaster of emotions, where I was well for a few weeks only to be incapacitated for days on end for no reason we could comprehend. It got to the point where I was out of commission more than I was capable of handling my commitments to myself and others. I couldn't bring myself to create anything positive. Everything I wrote and most anything I painted was sad or controversial.
What I learned?
Be kind to yourself if you're sick.
Eat well. Rest.
Take refuge in loved ones.
You are not alone.
Hold fast to the knowledge that chronic illness can be treated, and people overcome obstacles like cancer, diabetes, and heart disease all the time.
Sometimes great art comes from a painful place. Sometimes it comes from a grateful place. I live now with the appreciation that I got better and I'm not in pain anymore. I create from that space. If my health takes a turn for the worse again, I'll try to remember: my creativity is patiently waiting for me to work through it and take action again when I'm well.
Permission to Be Myself
This is a constant lesson for me, the eager student.
I usually begin an endeavor with a full heart and a burning desire to learn. I read everything I can get my hands on. I change my angle. Try new applications. Imitate the experts. Buy books. Take classes. Live and breathe my new way.
A couple months into this kind of activity, I find I'm lost again. I forget who I am during the process of following others' advice. I see myself repeating opinions as facts instead of as suggestions. I get a little crabby with anyone I feel might have steered me wrong, or duped me into doing something that isn't "me."
Really ... I have no one to blame but myself.
The phrases "follow your heart," "be yourself," "live your dreams," may sound idealistic and are certainly overused to the point where they lose meaning, but I think there's merit in the idea that you can learn from the world and still be able to contribute your own bit to it. I think it takes making the mistake of throwing in with the wrong lot of folks to figure out exactly which community needs
you to be
you for
you. I notice when I'm getting preachy or righteous about the right way to do something, and then some wonderful person ends up reminding me to "be myself," I'm instantly humbled by how I might have steered someone else wrong with ungrounded advice.
I am who I am. I thank the people who have reminded me to be myself through this new process of making connections through my work. In fact, my recent portfolio rebuild is based on the idea that I work for myself, and the art I create will bring me closer to the people who "get me."
Creativity comes from a personal place. It's one thing to take a job for money, or to try to be more professional with your image. It's another thing to sacrifice your own vision of creativity for someone else's vision. Be very careful who dictates your art. You're the one who has to promote your work after they've put their twist on it.
I've found that making time for a project that means a lot to me has given me back my creative fire.
I give myself permission to be me.
Good things are going to follow.
What helps you create space for your creativity?